i could go on and on lamenting about how unjustified it is.
and allow myself to wallow in self-pity .
believing in all those talks about achieving
big dreams.
but honestly you and i know that nothing would change.
being fraught with disappointments from time to time.
it isn't like everyone understands.
speaking of those doubts. perhaps accepting it would help.
no, it wouldn't make things simpler and easier.
but
there's nothing else you can do.
apart from realising that you should not let yourself down anymore.
and doing something about it.
but it's time to face the truth.
i will never be with you.
